Now that I'm 27

So, yes, I just turned 27 a couple of days ago and I must say, I don't feel any older! Hahaha! Well, duh it was just a couple of days ago! Haha

I usually have this birthday blues or whatever-you-call-it whenever my birthday comes. I don't want the whole attention to me, very unlikely when I was a child -wherein I want the whole attention when it is my special day. Today, I feel like why do I need to have all of these wonderful people's attention when I'm just turning a year older. I know, that's kind of a negative vibe or something, but I just got used to it when I hit the adolescent age. Or maybe just when I lived with my biological family wherein they don't give much fuss about it. But they give me cake, so that was fine.

Anyway, now I'm trying to be Little Miss Sunshine as much as possible even with all of the attention I'm getting that makes me feel awkward (lol) since it's my special day. BTW, in my husband's family, birthdays are really special. So far from what I used to. Lol!

I am just so thankful for all the people in my life right now. As I've always been. And if I haven't said it enough. Well, yes I haven't said it enough. Thank you for being with me through thick and thin. Literally and figuratively. Now here comes my little speech for y'all...

My dear friends who didn't leave me even from my sh*ttiest days. When I was lost and all. Especially those who genuinely remembers my birthday even without the help of facebook! Hahaha!

My side of the family who's been with me since I was a little girl. I will and always love them. I may not be with them everytime but I do hope they know how much I love them. We may not be bonded by blood, but in heart we are. I know how much I suck in communication, but please do remember I'm just here.

My husband's family who's so good to me since the day I met them. It was awesome. For the support and love to our little awesome family. I know I'm not a good person, and I know I've got these mood swings and all that sht, but thank you for understanding. Hehe!

My little awesome family. The loves of my life. My life. Mama will and always love you two. I'm not the perfect mother or wife there is, but I'm trying my hardest to be the best for the two of you. I love you both very much.

Cut the drama -

Now that I'm 27, and I'm sooooooooooo near to 30. I guess it's time to light my life up. I'll try my best as what I've been trying since IDK when, on being positive in every way possible. Because gurl, I don't want wrinkles by 30! No! Well, I think I need to start on aging creams already. Hahaha!

Also, I think I have to learn on saying 'no'. I don't think it will do harm on anyone naman eh. Because I get tired also, and I've got my own family already, my priorities and whatnots. And I think that it's just fair to say 'no' sometimes. I mean, I think some people got so used to me on doing them favors that it irks me because the favor it's too simple they can basically do it on their own, but they chose not to, because they know someone would do it for them. I mean, what's up with that.

And also, fashion-wise. I think I need to update my wardrobe and wear something that are age appropriate for me. Hehehe! Because some people think that I'm just 19. I know it's a compliment and I should be thankful, but sometimes I get tired from these people's judg-y looks on me whenever I'm carrying my little girl. If I could just wear a shirt that says 'I'm of age already to have a baby', I definitely would. Hirap maging baby fez, gurl! Hahaha!

And from now on, I'll be more responsible when it comes to money. Must repeatedly ask myself if I really need it then I should buy it. If not, I guess it'll pass. Though I'm not saying I'll neglect myself from some luho but I'll just be more wise with money from now on. Because in few years time my little one will be going to school already and we all know how expensive schools are now.

So I think that's it. This is a really long post, thank you for keeping up with it! Cheers!